Friday, December 7, 2007

Soundtrack of My Life


John Mayer - No Such Thing

For ten years of my childhood I was a dancer. For Susan Carroll Dance Studio, starting at the age of 3, I would go to practice in the traditional pink tights and tutu every Wednesday night and learn different routines. We would dance to a classical ballet song where I would practice my pirouettes and arabesque stance. The graceful and elegant moves then would transition into kick ball changes for our tap routine. We would have to make our shoes fall in rhythm with the tempo of the song. Lastly we would include a jazz or hip-hop routine where anything from Tina Turner to dirty old rap songs was fair game.

The first thing you see in John Mayer’s music video is the set up of lights on the stage, rows of chairs and amplifiers being plugged in for a performance. Just like my recitals, all of this would take place for a dress rehearsal right before the big night. Finally the recital time would come. Lights of all sorts of colors were put up over the stage and all of the chairs were set. Amplifiers, microphones and speakers were plugged in, checked, and then double-checked to be safe. With all of the final preparations coming into place and final touches being checked over, my nerves would rise. I was fitted into my costumes, with my makeup done, cute hair do, and with one final practice I would take the stage to perform the routines I had worked on all year long. “Wednesday 8:30!” My class was called and it was show time.



Black Eyed Peas - Where is the love?

This video talks about terrorism and other forms of hate that are now encompassing our entire world. They sing, “But if you only have love for your own race then you only leave space to discriminate and to discriminate only generates hate and when you hate then you're bound to get irate” The song is saying that all we do is hate each other, when if we would just find love, things would be a lot better.

I walked into my 7th grade English class on, September 11th, and sat down at my usual desk in the back of the room. I looked up to see that we now had a TV in the room. I was now excited at this point because I thought that we were going to do something fun for once instead of writing story after story in our notebooks. The bell rang throughout the halls and I looked around to see a deserted room. Only a few people from the class were there. Confused, I looked at the TV to see the teacher had us watching the news. My eyes squinted to focus on what they were showing. At that moment, with the “LIVE” flashing across the bottom of the screen, I saw the second airplane crash into the remaining Twin Tower.

My teacher stepped in front of our small class. Her eyes were wide with concern and fear. They were starting to water. With a shaky voice and unsteady pulse, she informed us, “We have just been attacked by terrorists.”



Mercy Me - I Can Only Imagine

Every summer my family and I would make the eight-hour, nothing to look at, drive across Nebraska all the way to Fort Collins, Colorado to see my Great Grandparents. My Grandfather always seemed to have gifts for us when we got there. He never failed. His gifts though, always seemed to resemble things he had in his room. He would just walk in there and pick something out right before we arrived. One year he gave me a regular old, light blue baseball hat that said “Colorado” on it.

A few years later, driving up there was for once something I didn’t want to do. The mind-numbing drive seemed even drearier on this occasion, especially with my Colorado hat sitting on my lap for comfort. I was going to my first funeral. It was for my Grandpa. I didn’t even have to walk into the room with his casket before I lost control. I had his hat by my side the whole time though, almost as if he was still there too.

This video makes me think of my grandpa every time I hear the song or see the video. All I have left of him is the hat that he gave me out of his room. Just like looking at a picture of him, all I have to do is look at the hat and immediately I cherish all of the memories with him that I will never forget. Still only wishing though, that I could see him again. “I can only imagine what my eyes will see when your face is before me. I can only imagine”


Alabama - I'm in a Hurry

The lyrics, “I'm in a hurry to get things done. I rush & rush until life's no fun. All I really gotta do is live and die but, I'm in a hurry and don't know why. Don't know why I have to drive so fast my car has nothing to prove. It's not new, but it'll go 0-60 in 5.2, “ describe my day perfectly.

My fifteen year old Subaru got me everywhere in a flash when I was pressed for time, and even when I wasn’t. One day though, I had all these things I needed to do. And not much time to do them. I set out early that afternoon, and made my first stop at a Walgreen’s.

On the way there, all of a sudden there was a car pulling across the road right where mine is. She missed her stop sign and pulling out across the street right in front of me. With a gasp of air I slammed on the breaks immediately pushing them all the way to the floor. Nothing was working though. My wheels had stopped but the car was still moving. The screeching sound echoed through the streets while smoke and a black trail followed behind my car. She was getting closer. I could see her trying to get out of the way but everything was happening so fast. I knew there was nothing else I could do so I took a deep breath and closed my eyes. The next thing I knew I felt something punch me in my face. My eyes opened slowly. All I can see is my air bag taking up my windshield and smoke coming from the car.

I had to be in a hurry.




Goo Goo Dolls - Sympathy

Sometimes things happen that make us wish there were a redo button. If only that were possible…

It was a big day. State championship soccer game. The winner of this game took it all. Not a big deal right? In the song, the lyrics say, “I’m killing myself from the inside out and now my heads been filled with doubt.” Could I really do this? The other team is good, can I be better? The worst thoughts of doubt were running through my mind and I was begging for them to stop.

After ninety minutes of intense soccer the whistle blew. The score was tied at zero. Shoot out time. The keepers reported to their boxes. Five players from each team reported to the penalty kick line to take their shots. We made it through the first five and the score was still tied. The next five made the detrimental treck to that crucial PK line. Our sixth player set the ball, got the “go ahead” whistle and shot the ball. Upper ninety. Great shot by her- Even greater save by the keeper. Their sixth player steps up and places her ball. The whistle is blown and her shot goes bottom corner, with a diving save from our keeper. Like a broken record, the same scene repeats itself through the next set of five players.

We get to the eleventh player- the last player able to shoot. They finally made their shot; it slipped right through our goalie’s fingers. Our shot soared high over the cross bar and landed behind the goal. They had won. As they ran off the field in triumph, my dream of being champion went right along with them.



Nelly - Number One

According to Nelly, “Two is not a winner.” This didn’t help my mentality when I stepped onto the field in the same position I was in exactly one year later from our detrimental loss. We were playing the same team, same field, same rivalry. This time their championship was at steak, along with our humility. We weren’t going to lose again. We were going to be the state champions.

As we took the field my heard was pounding. Those same doubtful thoughts were starting to come back and circulate through my mind. Somehow I had to shake them off and concentrate on what I needed to do. The ball was placed in the center, positions taken, and the whistle blown. Now, it was all or nothing.

We never slowed down for the ninety minutes running up and down the field. The grass would crunch under our feet and stay imprinted throughout the whole game. Finally our chance had come. We had a breakaway up the flank of the field. Taken all the way to the corner, our outside midfielder beat her defender with a flawless Maradona. Her strike crossed the ball to the back far post. In slow motion we all watched he ball soar through the air. Then, a smile just came across my face because I knew exactly what was about to happen. Our forward was there waiting. She anticipated and timed her run with the position of the ball. With three big steps then a huge leap she struck the ball with her forehead. It drilled into the back of the net; the keeper never saw it coming.

We now, are number one.


Fort Minor - Remember the Name

My soccer experience this past season can be summed up by the percentage lyrics in this song. With my white jersey, too short to even tuck in, and black shorts, so long they are rolled over at the waistband four times, I would walk into Abel Stadium before every game. Our coach would make the steep jaunt up the stadium stairs to the press box. With a flip of a switch, the loud speakers would crackle, then blares our song to provoke our game faces.

“Ten percent luck” is on your side to win the 50/50 balls against your opponent. “Twenty percent skill” comes into play when luck can do no more. All of the practices pay off in the game when your skill is higher than the other player. Your will must be stronger than your skill. “Fifteen percent concentrated power of will” enables you to get the ball even when luck and skill aren’t in the cards for you that time. You have to enjoy what you are doing though and “five percent pleasure” allows you to keep going when you’re tired, because it’s what you love to do. Pain feels good later because another “fifteen percent pain” is needed to get the rewards you want. All of the 120’s and 6-sided monster sprints and long practices pay off in the long run. This all leads to the pride of being a player and playing for the things that matter. This gives you pride and gives your opponent a one hundred percent reason to remember the name. Nebraska Wesleyan.


Kanye West - Welcome to the Good Life

There is a part in the video and lyrics where Kanye goes through and talks about all of these different places, like LA or Atlanta, and how great they are. His good life consists of lots of money, nice cars, and a carefree lifestyle. This good life vision though, is not the same for everyone.

Traveling to Santiago, Chile last winter I saw things that would not be considered the good life. The cars and “money piling up” shown in the video do not exist there for the most part. We were picked up in a rusty dark green van that was our transportation for the next two weeks. Our first couple turns out of the airport brought our van through local neighborhoods. The houses were on steep and winding hills. The structure of the houses tilted with the slant of the hill. Boards were falling off of the sidings and holes were found in windows, walls, and ceilings. Once out of the neighborhood our van turned onto a local street. Through the musty windows we could see people sitting on the sidewalk. They were all dirty and dressed in raggedy clothes muffled from grease and grime. Night was starting to set in and our vehicle continued to pass more and more people similar to this. Some were lucky enough to have a mattress to sleep on that sidewalk with. Others curled up in the corner in the smallest ball they could possibly get into, hoping that would be enough warmth for the night.

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

First Music Video


The first music video I have ever seen was Hit Me Baby One More Time by Brittany Spears. It actually may not have been the first music video I have ever seen because I really do not have idea what that video is. I figure though that this video is close enough because it is the oldest video one that I remember watching. The Brittany Spears, N’Sync and Backstreet Boys era was around the same time when I started to get into and actually watch music videos. I figured I could pick one from either of them and it would be close to the first video I have ever seen.

When I was younger I loved watching MTV and all of the music videos on TRL. For a long time my mom wouldn’t let me watch MTV so when she finally gave in I went nuts. I was always up to date on which the best videos were and what new songs and videos were coming out. I know, kind of embarrassing. I was young though; everyone was obsessed with that kind of stuff. I hope so at least…

I like this video because it’s a catchy song. Everyone knows at least the refrain to this song or has at least heard of Brittany Spears. She looks so innocent and sweet in the video which is another reason I probably liked it when I was younger. I remember first watching it and thinking it was so great. I thought the dancing was amazing and her outfits were so cool and all this kind of stuff. Looking back at it years later though, you can tell how old the video actually is. The dancing isn’t too great at all, there really aren’t to many special effects and her clothes are somewhat out of date.

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Worst Music Video


This music video just came out recently. It’s not so much the actual video I hate because it doesn’t surprise me at all. Of course Brittany Spears would be dancing around on a pole right? I don’t like it though because of her situation. She has two kids now that she needs to worry about, take care of, and be a good role model to. Dancing around the in outfit she has on does not constitute a good role model at all. In the news and everything you hear how she is not doing well at all.

I think I have heard that she may be on drugs, she is drinking a lot, and just really not taking good care of herself at all. It shows in the music video. Music videos are supposed to have the special effects to make her look her best. She is supposed to look flawless and perfect. She doesn’t though. You can tell in that video that she is so much different that what she used to be. If it shows through in a music video how do you think it looks in everyday life? She is creating an even worse reputation for herself than she already has and she is doing all of this in front of her two very young children.Besides the fact of all of that it is just a bad music video in general. It is not creative or special in any way. There is a pole, some special lights, and not even challenging dance moves. If Brittany is trying to make a comeback with her career, you would think that she would do something different and create an actually good video.

Sunday, November 11, 2007

Welcome to the Good Life

This music video is a lot different from all other music videos so that is why I chose it as my favorite. I love how animated it is. I love how everything is in black and white but then all of a sudden burst of color come out when they sing or when the hands come up. They do so many things in the background of this video that it is interesting the whole time. With all of the words they say coming up on the screen and they play on words that they do is so cool.
It’s such an abstract, different and fun video. I really like the part where he puts the sunglasses on and the words are coming up on the lenses or just when he is singing the refrain and the words come out of his mouth.

I like this song anyway. Its fun and has a good message. It has some rap in it but also regular singing. I love Kanye West and T-Pain a lot too so that helps. My favorite part of the song is when T-pain has is verse right at the very end. The video ends so simply too which makes it even better. It’s such a complex video with a lot going on that that simple ending really ties everything together. It also is crazy to think about the technology required to do a video like this. Its all computer generated and that’s really cool to think about. They probably shot this whole video without anything and then went back later and added all of this other stuff. Shows you how far technology has come and the amazing things we can do on computers. You have the two singers on the screen and they are able to change the background and have things go over the, and change the color and all these other things.

Nebraska Cornhusker football fans have a reputation for being loyal, true, and slightly obsessive. When you have a team with a history like the cornhuskers though, why wouldn’t someone love to show their support? A team that has five national titles and is usually ranked in the top twenty every year deserves to have a strong fan base. There is no reason to believe though that other sports fans do not behave in the same way. Nebraska fans may just carry the burden of their dedication being confused with obsession.

The sea of red fills Memorial Stadium every game for when the team performs their infamous tunnel walk. You have those true fans that wake up on game day pumped and ready to go. They turn on their radio for the 6:30am broadcasts that are already on air about the game. Every seat is sold in the stadium for a cold four-hour game in the middle of October. When you’re a Nebraska fan though the weather is not an issue. When you see that big red “N” something switches and a sense of pride washes over you.

The ethos that surrounds the “N” icon for the Cornhuskers is a main source for the commitment of the fans. When the icon for the team is shown fans feel fulfillment because they know they are part of a legend for Nebraska. People all over don’t have toothbrushes, toilet seat covers, rugs, t-shirts, flags and dishes decorated with N’s for no reason. The character of the logo brings about the character of the team, which the fans associate with respect, courage and discipline. The ethos brings up goodwill and credibility, which the fans also see from this icon. They count on this team to always be around and to be successful, season in and out.

Paul Fell, a local cartoonist, seems to agree about the importance of that logo. He drew an editorial cartoon that features a man on top of his house. With his red Husker shirt on and an ecstatic grin on his face, he is carefully painting a red Nebraska “N” on his chimney. As you look down, you notice the man standing on his roof that has that same icon stretched all the way across it. This time though, the word Huskers is written in script on top of that “N”. All seven windows on this man’s house have the Nebraska logo painted on them. Lastly, this whole husker tribute is shown on a matching red painted house. He uses the Nebraska logo as a focal point of his cartoon. He knows the importance that is has with the fan base so he uses that to help his argument. Just incase his readers don’t get his message from the drawing, underneath his cartoon outside of the picture Fell leaves you with the words, “Having just one room in the house dedicated to the Huskers is not enough for some of us.”

Fell moved to Nebraska when he was young to play college football and be an art major. He then became a high school art teacher and football coach. After graduating, he turned to be the editorial cartoonist and newsroom artist at the former Lincoln (NE) Journal newspaper. That position was soon eliminated so he started his own freelance business about the Cornhusker state that has grown so much on him.

Because of his background, Fell is able to use a great deal of Ethos in all of his Husker and Nebraska based cartoons. He is a credible source because he has lived in the Nebraska for many years, has attended the University, has played football and is a Cornhusker fan himself. Ethos is an appeal of your character and relies on that for the argument. This helps him too because with his sense of humor from being a cartoonist, people trust him and his judgment. He makes them laugh so they are drawn to him. This makes what he says easier to believe. His cartoons make fun of or play off of certain Husker topics that are important to the team. This one for example was based on the Husker fans and making fun of their obsession for the team.

Fell uses a sense of pathos through humor in this cartoon as well. His freelance business is based in Lincoln so the audiences that he is directing his cartoons to are mainly Husker fans. He uses very exaggerated humor to connect with the love of the sport for most of his readers. Husker fans read his editorials and can relate to the analogies, metaphors and points that he is making in his cartoons. With this cartoon for example, he is making the point that some Husker fans are a little obsessed and then furthers that to use the analogy that one room dedicated to them is not enough so therefore we decorate the whole house. This is very embellished but still witty enough for his readers to relate to and catch his humor.

To help so the readers really understand the argument he is trying to get across, Fell uses four main rhetorical strategies; narration, illustration, cause and effect, and classification. He puts narration at the bottom of the page, which makes the cartoon a little clearer. The words, “ Having just one room in the house dedicated to the Huskers is not enough for some of us,” leaves no confusion or room for the mind to wander. Without it we would just see a house with a bunch of Husker logos. Most people would just think that this person likes the Huskers a lot so they decided to paint their house this way. With his narration though we understand that the inside of his house also looks this same way with Husker décor everywhere, therefore showing his obsession for the team.

He could also just tell you that he thinks Husker fans are very dedicated to the team but instead he provides a his illustration along with the words of how some are over dedicated. This makes his point stronger and puts a visual of the cartoon in people’s minds to go along with what he is saying. Because of his illustration they see exactly what a Husker fan is and how dedicated they truly are- like painting their entire house.

The cause and effect strategy is shown with the cause of being a Husker fan linked with the effect of being very dedicated and having a Nebraska dominant house. Even though that may be a stretched effect of being a Husker fan, he is exaggerating what fans really are like. Because someone is a Husker fan they have Husker memorabilia and have a least one room in the house, if not more, dedicated to the team.

The last rhetorical argument that he is making is classification or division. He is using this to classify the degree to which Nebraska fans are passionate about their team. This fits into the large picture because on a Saturday in Nebraska all shops and restaurants are empty because everyone is watching the game. Even those shops and restaurants pay their respects to the Huskers with memorabilia and signs. Basically he is making the point that this football team takes over most Nebraska citizens and fans because of how dedicated they are. Whether it’s revolving your whole day around the game or decorating your whole house, Husker fans are on their own level.

There is nothing wrong to being dedicated and committed to something. To be focused and to love one thing gives you something to look forward to and call your own. This might not be the case for Nebraska Husker football fans. They may take their love for the team a little too far. These fans may not have full houses covered in Nebraska N’s, but there is not limit to how far they will go to show their dedication.

Works Cited:
1. Paul Fell Cartoons by Paul Fell
Silversmith Productions
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http://www.paulfellcartoons.com/bio.html
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